Wait, wait, wait, I have an amazing new idea. How about we fix the American school system.
Edgar Allan Poe
Portapotty for me.
Around a month and half ago i started a internship in a big pharma company, BMS. I was very excited, in the first day i discover my research project is in the area of chemical engineering. I am a microbiology/marine biology student. I was still up for it, working my best. Today i presented my proposal, it required some new machinery, which was purchased, and the movement of others, it really wasn’t much or complicated. Today they told me that the paperwork for the movement of the machinery could take up to 6 months and its better of we just dropped the project. They gave something to until August first, the internship end date. Things like these occur often in the industry, but man did it hurt, badly. At the moment ,and right now, the only thoughts in my head are (for this event and other reasons): “You and your ideas are useless”, “You will always be cast a side”, “You will never be appreciated”, ” You will always be the idiot to others and more importantly, to mom.”
These thoughts have been recurrent for at least the past two years. At first i thought it was because I’m fat. Then I thought it was because I’m not smart. Now i think it’s because I’m boring. I have always taught i was boring. I have no childhood stories, i have no talents, i have no hobbies im good at, im say to nice and due to so i get used, i have a addictive personality so once i drop something, i might never pay attention to it again, and i will burn the shit out of whatever im addicted to at the moment. I tend to be a disappointment, to the point i disappoint myself.
I’m not sad, i don’t want any attention or comfort, i just want to let the universe know that im a disappointment an im ok with that and if pre appointed destiny exists: then i accept my disappointment of a life.
This project started out as a way to multitask between my Bio courses and Art projects. Now I’m ready to commit more to this series and hopefully will have more pieces done over the summer. Check it out on Behance:
do i have to listen to maroon 1 2 3 and 4 before listening to maroon 5?
i skipped straight to maroon 5 so i could get to the trolls
HOW DARE YOU SKIP THE INTERMAROON
Im in the mood of making Ifrit (FF14) fanart
A short story of a college students life
"Game of Thrones"
with makeup and without
So basically they are all just really gorgeous all the frickin time
Obviously they can’t be unattractive.